Latenight Thoughts

So it's only about 11pm when I am writing this. But for me that's late.
I don't even know if I will be able to see the new year, I get sleepy. And I have to work on the morning. So I took a few sleeping pills hoping they will knock me down pretty soon.

Anyway my point is I want this place to be a way for big men of color to connect. I don't really see many online venues for that. (Unless I am missing some great connections that you need to tell me about.)

I think the big fellas need love so I am giving it to us.Which reminds me of my first time with a guy. He was a pretty hot bear himself. But I will save that for another day.

Anyway, be safe, and if you can't be safe be discrete.

Happy New Year!

In honor of Times square here are a couple of really nice balls.

Happy Pre-New Year!

And you know I had to hook you guys up.
Finding good pics of black bears aint easy.


Make sure you all stay out of trouble this new year.

Here Is The Deal

I want to be like Reggie Bush. Not going to happen unless I get over my issues and do what I need to in order to be healthy and whole. And instead of being envious or desiring of Reggie and other hot people I need to just get there. Or get to where I think I need to be to get my mind right.

I have lost and gained weight a lot of times and before I consider something drastic like surgery I want to give the traditional route another try.

Trust me this blog will be a lot of things, but I figured I gotta put this out there first.

BTW here is my boy Reggie.